it's not a definite, but it's news all the same. the caseworker called today to let me know that if biological family for monkey will be trying to get him, it will take longer than expected. some more obstacles have come up for them.
the hubs and i have discussed and been praying over whether or not to let bio mom live with us while she tries to get on her feet. the cw said that wasn't a good idea. she wants the mom to do it on her own. i just want her to have a place to call home. so that idea might be crushed. i guess we'll see. so much is unknown. and that's ok. a song by chris tomlin has been on my heart today: "there is one God. He is holy. there is one Lord over everything. there is one King, He is Jesus. King of glory, strong and mighty." He can handle this, even when it's pressing me.
"i am pressed but not crushed. persecuted not abandoned. struck down but not destroyed." 2 cor 4:8,9
the weirdest part of it all is that i think i'm ok. it's still so up-in-the-air, and i have such a peace that God is sovereign even if it works out differently than i hope. God is good all the time; all the time, God is good